2020-10-26 - Weekly Journal

2020-10-26
Monday
First Snow!

Snow! It's trying.

WRITING: I probably spend as much time washing dishes as I do writing... and way more staring off into space or sitting with my eyes closed.

FOOD: Pasta w/ Portobello Mushroom & Sausage Sauce. It's a repeat from yesterday, which is surprisingly tasty.

Sit.
Stand.
Sleep.
I tire.
How not to repeat?

Well, it seems like bad news. But it could work to my advantage quite quickly.

Dreams of grandeur that would be a hassle (and bloody unlikely) to achieve.

Does any of this matter? Probably, not.

2020-10-27
Tuesday
The End

It's hard to pretend to care (or put forth any effort in that direction) when it is so obvious others do not.

{2020-11-20

And then, a project is over.

In fact, most of my projects are over.

For a few weeks (three, going on four), I've had little energy... at all. It's not just being physically tired, as I can manage to do quite a few laps on my (near) daily walks. Rather, there's a lack of meaning or purpose... to pretty much everything.

I really just want to wrap everything up.

But that said, I am not adverse to the idea of starting over.

Still, whatever may come, this is a hard-break on The Diary Project... and most every other project... even if it seems incredibly likely that some of those projects are bound to start-up again at some indeterminate point in the future.}